MyLifeIsLaur

You can do this. Breathe.

Hot EMT guy asked me if i had a boyfriend… And when I said no, he replied with “That surprises me. You’re so good with your hands. And you have such a great personality. You’re just great.”

(We were giving each other massages, you sickos.)

• person: cursing isn't very ladylike you know.
• me: does it look like i give a fuck.

• all my friends have boyfriends now and im here all like: hi i love fictional characters and i cry over celebrities and boys superstars that i cant have and i eat too much and i watch tv series and movies and i fangirl over everything, so call me maybe.

4AM Revelations

I have finally realized that I can do so much better than you. Not that you were unimportant in my life or anything. You helped me realize so many different things about myself, some that I did not care to know… But that’s not the point. I care about you deeply no matter what happens but I deserve better. I WANT better. I can’t wait around forever. If you can’t make up your mind then I’m ready to move on. Thank you for teaching me so many things and showing me what it’s like to be wanted and cared for. It’s just time for me to change. And change I shall. It’s surprising how many other things open up when you move on. Maybe it’s something you should also consider. It will take time of course, but I know you have it in you to do it.

This change has sparked another interest in me, one that has been dormant for a while. It’s exciting and feels like new. And I am grasping it.

ABSOLUTE BLASPHEMY THAT BEN DID NOT WIN THAT BAFTA

CRYING NOW

DAY RUINED :(